Sunday, January 22, 2012
above/lower
trapped, shapeless and undefined. wondering if i'd be happy if anyone would dig to find me, and if i wanted to see the lights.
you just stand there like an expiration date...
what do you call the action of neglecting your favorite activity for acknowledging that it IS your favorite activity?
a stomachache
remembering the names of the faces i forgot
i perform a faceless victim-ful crime..
tho, myself imposed predisposition cover the active and the shelter.
I never wanna remember what i never meant to learn.
a time out.
t:we're gonna be late.
h:late for what?
t:they're expecting us.
h: -who? it's a RACE. we can take as long as we need.
t: right... well, lemme run to the restroom. I'll be right back.
h: ok. i'll wait right here...
carcass
evolved and transformed,
sustainable and reformed.
dead and still breathing,
but suspect to anxiety.
and it delivered self-depressions.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Friday, January 13, 2012
possibly ill...
having a conversation with my imaginary "friend", we reached the conclusion that there is the slight chance that i might not be a healthy human being... as a person.
we continued smoking the cigarette and he held my hand, pledging that he didnt mind being considered fictional.
there was a slight smirk, a bit of a cough and a zip of or warm wine (microwaved box wine, NOT genuine imported luxuries).
surely, this will not be our last interaction.
pre-zombie art
mommy felt i might be special
but she knew i wasnt smart
mommy once said id make million
but not that first, i'd have to die.
pre-zombie art
pre-zombie art
pre-zombie art.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
meaningless comments that i wish had value.t
the material, the medium, the creator, the excuses.
the pen and the paper;
married in an agonizing
romance to create
while demolishing each other with intensity and the purpose to extinguish.
of course, they returned...
demonic abstraction of inspiring and un-controllable urges and needs to picture-fy the fake decorations of the walls around.
the stations, the people and the food.
THEn austria...
i let the dreams begin
i let him sleep there
wishing i hadn't left.
wishing it was me who's pages wer turning.
instead i retrieved to the living room where i lit a cigarette while listening to my favorite album.
an AMAZING view...
probably one of the main sights of the city and my attention was towards the aesthetic of the bulding's design, yet the distaste for its location...
tho...
lost in literature...
THEN, there was a mountain of saints.
and walked lustfully with music thru the university, the train station, the rivers and neighborhoods of Heidelberg.
in early hours of the morning, there were closed store, drunk travelers and a sensation of glee in the enchanting chill of a renovated and preserved german town.
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